Sleep

I can't sleep.
Two days of motion sickness...and the only movement I've done is walking. I don't know why I feel this way but it sucks. I can control my retching now, though. Water stays down...food doesn't.

I'm so hungry. I havn't felt this hungry in years. Not since my haunted battle with anorexia/starvation. I feel weak. The small things exhaust me..walking to the kitchen..bending over to pick things up off the floor.

I hate hunger. I suppose this is why I can't see anyone go hungry...I want to feed the masses, I really do. Sometimes food is the best way to a person's heart. Other times it is simply survival.

I feel so weak..so drained of energy. I don't like blacking out, either. Twice today. But I'm so tired, I'm dreaming of endless sleep..it won't come.

So very hungry..and tired..